August 2011
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I want to give up.
I am so tired.
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My body hurts, and my soul is aching.
I really wish I could introduce myself other than saying “oh hey, I’m fucked up” but I don’t want to lose the anonymity of this blog. I may not be currently comfortable with sharing my name or my face with you, but I will share my story.
My eating habits became disordered when I was 9 years old, it happened as a way to cope with my grandfather passing away from cancer. He...
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I am nothing.
A failure. Ugly. I am never going to succeed, ever.
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I added an ask box.
it’s over there ——> Or, right here.
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I'm feeling very discouraged today.
I honestly wish I had more encouragement without people frowning upon it, and that this fight wasn’t such a secret. I need someone to tell me not to give up. I don’t want to get “better”, I’m not sick. I’m disordered, and unhealthy at the weight I am at. I do exercise, but it’s nothing that helps. I am unhappy with myself, and the skin I am in.
I know...
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Remember, life is strange... and life keeps...
Hi lovelies, I’ve had a wonderful day today. I’m going to try to get some rest. My weekend was super busy, and filled with old friends.
I just wanted to let you all know you are loved. I promise. Ok. Ok?
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I'm feeling somewhat better...
Even if I did binge last night. My life is seemingly coming undone. I have lost control.
However, this set back isn’t the end of the world (even if it feels that way, but I need to take a step back). Although, not ideal. I can’t keep hating myself for mistakes. (I’m not saying that I’m not upset about it. I really and truly am.) I am human. Humans make mistakes. The...
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